Your Guardian

Fallen from grace, my wings are just shadows.
Not a gleam of white shines now. Heaven is missing.
I can't find it from the ground.
Colors are vivid, but I only see darkness.
What has been done to me?
I walk through the noise, through pain, and through sorrow. 
I don't feel much else.
Is this a dream? Maybe, I'm crazy.
It's like I've become invisible, and no matter what my world and yours aren't the same.
Seems like looking right through glass.
I'm left out, but I know what's happening.
Am I alive at all? How can this be real?
This must be how it feels to fall!
I can't touch you. You don't even know I'm here!
Time slips by slowly. I can't get it back.
These anxious thoughts consume me. They tell me to hold you.
My mind is begging my body to save you.
But, I try everyday and nothing changes.
When you reach out to me it's a nightmare.
I tear myself apart trying to show you that I'm right here.
I'll keep you safe! How can I do anything but follow you? 
You are my heart. I'm nothing now. 
My whole world is you.