With All My Heart

I was lost and afraid.

I was lonely and broken.

But, you said to me"If you need to cry, here's my shoulder.

My heart will be your shelter. These arms are here to keep you safe.

Come here. Baby, I'll be your hiding place.

When the world is too cold I will keep you warm.

When you feel like life is too much, I will be the storm that carries you away.

Everyone can disappear, but I'll still be right here.

I'll Love you forever. I'll Love you with all of my heart."

I was lost until you found me;

Afraid but then you held me.

I was lonely until you loved me;

Broken, then you made me whole.

I will Love you forever.

I Love you with all of my heart.

J.S.Hero

All heroes face death.
Some continue living after the hero inside is desolated.
This is a short tribute to my hero.
He was once the greatest man I'd ever known.
He held up the cold, vast world into the glory of the sun.
Now, he's weary; life has stripped all traces of heroic blood from his veins.
Who have I to look to now?
He is mortal, and I knew all along.
But, in my eyes he could do no wrong.
The peace that saturated my soul has been shattered.
It seems as though nothing ever mattered.
Once, you were Peter Parker. You were Spiderman.
In that story I would have been your daughter, May.
But, in this life there is no Mary Jane.
So, our story never was.
Realization sets in, and everything is dust.

Safe With Me

I hear a voice enter my mind.
It calls to me so sweet and light.
I'll be your guardian.
You'll never fall down again.
The angels will carry you.
I'll be anything you need me to.
Here I am to always save you.
Come on! Baby, hold on.
We'll escape through the night and emerge with the dawn.
Everything will be just fine.
Promise me, you'll be mine.

Good Enough

Embrace me, and don't let go!
Wrap your love around my soul.
Chains of love hold me.
Please, don't ever set me free.
Allow my heart to thaw at his touch.
Isn't he the only one I've ever loved this much?
All of my dreams are there on his face.
When he smiles, my dreams change.
The words I need can't be found.
When I speak there's no sound.
Don't trust me, because I can only let you down.
Just when you build a world around me, I'll burn it to the ground.

Chris: My Saving Angel

Falling forever...
I can't breathe.
The ground seems to be nowhere below me.
Infinite gliding in chaos and panic;
Will anyone catch me?
Could I continue to cascade without end?
There's a sudden ringing in my ear.
Such a ghastly sound, I must be dead!
Warmth.
I've stopped.
No longer do I fall.
I landed on something soft?...
Now, the space is shifting.
My body is being lifted, yet I am held in place.
I open my eyes, but cannot see.
Something is pressed against my face.
My heart is pounding from the fall, I guess.
Could that be my heart beating so fast?
Heavy breathing in my ear.
It can't be myself that I hear!
Has an angel rescued me?
Finally, I start to see..
Gentle whispers in my hair tell me there's nothing to fear.
But, who holds me so near?
I know this love which binds me!
It's his heart that finds me.
I realize now, that I shall never fall again.
Because, I fell for him.

For Always and Never

Wear my heart around your neck.
Let it lay upon your chest.
Next to yours it shall rest.
When you sleep, I'll be your dream.
Let me fulfill your fantasy;
While there's still hope for you and me.
Because, we will never be.
So, make me your favorite memory.

Your Guardian

Fallen from grace, my wings are just shadows.
Not a gleam of white shines now. Heaven is missing.
I can't find it from the ground.
Colors are vivid, but I only see darkness.
What has been done to me?
I walk through the noise, through pain, and through sorrow. 
I don't feel much else.
Is this a dream? Maybe, I'm crazy.
It's like I've become invisible, and no matter what my world and yours aren't the same.
Seems like looking right through glass.
I'm left out, but I know what's happening.
Am I alive at all? How can this be real?
This must be how it feels to fall!
I can't touch you. You don't even know I'm here!
Time slips by slowly. I can't get it back.
These anxious thoughts consume me. They tell me to hold you.
My mind is begging my body to save you.
But, I try everyday and nothing changes.
When you reach out to me it's a nightmare.
I tear myself apart trying to show you that I'm right here.
I'll keep you safe! How can I do anything but follow you? 
You are my heart. I'm nothing now. 
My whole world is you.